i went to school yesterday to get our spbt books, met my teacher, a couple of my friends and classmates there, no surprises, chit chat for a while, boring stuff.
after i got my books, went to the canteen to look at my result for the year end exam. what the eff, my grades are slipping, it is getting worst, before this i was worried, now im terrified, im loosing one or two As every exam, if this were to continue, it looks like i'll be studying in malaysia after spm, im okay with that prospect, it just that the courses im aiming after spm is best studied overseas.
now for that to happen, i need to get scholarships, to earn scholarships, i must get straight As in spm. im totally reaching for the stars. i hope i will get better grades, now that is up to me, i still have a bit less than a year to change things, to get my grades to go 180 degrees, i'll struggle. thats a promise to myself.
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