at home

this shall be an english post, huhu, rather excited. lalala~

back online, finally... i bought rm20 topup to be online. yep ppl, i use prepaid to surf the web, strange huh, i think its rather cool, how many ppl do u know use prepaid to surf the web huh? k anyway, im bored, very bored, im so bored i can watch paint dry u noe. so to keep me occupied, i bought books, lots off books and some magazines. i finished all the magazines i bought except mastika. yup ppl, i read mastika. im interested with the supernatural, partly because i can see ghost, well, more of the others. u see, what i see is not dead ppl, i can see gods creations that most ppl cant see, u noe, orang bunian and stuff, they exist ppl, so watch out!

i bought a new novel, its called the magicians guild by trudy canavan. i havent read it yet, looking forward to read it at school. i havent even started finished reading haziqs novel, erm, the prisoner of birth. im not into crime novels, especially the ones that involves court, they r boring with the capital b. Boring... so, i read the synopsis on the web. my verdict, hmm, not my type, but rather intriguing if u like crime novels. the novel is quite confusing, i cant wraps my heads around it. sorry mr archer, but ur works r not my type. the novels i prefer r fantasy novels. u noe, narnia, harry potter and etc. i like to berangan. haha, why the hell not, i mean, is not that u have to pay to berangan.

my aunt, shes angry at me. u all noe that im suspended rite, well, my family is okay with that fact, they r not happy, but the r cool with it. some ppl arent. my aunt is in that group. is not that i smoke or steal or anything. i just express my anger, and i got punished for it. grrr. argh, whats done is done. i cant turn back the time can i, if i can, i wouldnt have applied for smtg. grrr, biggest mistake of my life. but it maybe a blessing in disguise, hmmm, blessing must be in a very good disguise. why dont i list out the so called blessing(s) i found in smtg.

1. my experience opened my eyes and my mind about the world. the world is huge, so the ppl i will meet is '' diversed '' ppl can act strangely, u noe, their attitude, the way they move, they way they carry themselves, the way they talk, the things they talk, the things they do, they way things are done and etc. to adapt my self, i changed the way i interact with ppl. i used to react when ppl do things i dont like, u noe, like be nosy, not anymore. i deafened my ears. i ignore these insignificant others. they have way to much time on their hands. they can fork themselves.
   

well... i found only 1 benefit of shifting to smtg, hmmm, i overestimated the goodness of shifting school. forget about school. to tell u the truth, i lost my mood to blog. my life depends on my mood. if im in the mood to study, i study. otherwise, i wont even look at books. rite now im in the mood to sleep, so sleep i shall. thats all, thanks for listening for my mumble. sorry if wasted ur time. tata...

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