expressing

entry nih didedikasikan kpd ai-chan. AI-CHAN, BACA POST NIH BAEK2, PASTU PHAM ELOK2.

aku tak layan ko sbb aku marah kat ko. aku marah ko bkn sbb ko bg dedahkan identiti aku kat ustaz tajjudin. aku marah sbb ko tak jujur ngan aku. ko boleh plak berahsia dgn aku padahal aku dok pkir siapa yg dedahkan identiti joyride. sume org yg aku kenal aku scan, aku syak sume org, best friend aku pun tak terkecuali, fikiran aku buntu, lama giler aku pkir sape yg jatuhkan aku. kenapa ko tak bagitau awal2, jujur ah, aku jujur dlm sume benda yg aku buat, aku tak tahan kalau org tak jujur ngan aku. parents aku bombart aku ngan banyak soalan, antaranya siapa yg report kat cikgu, padahal org yg aku cari ada kat depan hidung aku jer, aku marah sgt2. boleh plak ko diam2, pastu ko ckp reason ko ckp nama aku kat cikgu sbb ko blur? that was the most ridiculous thing i have ever heard. no, im not angry with u bcoz u gave my name to the teacher, im angry with u bcoz a) ur not honest b) ur reason for ur action.

i noe all that happened was my own fault, i was angry at that time, i tend to keep all things to myself, i only let out my feelings and opinion to a certain ppl i trust. i cant put the blame on u bcoz i was the only one to blame. i wish us to be friends again, i can put all that happened behind. i can forget all that have happened, even though that will be difficult bcoz ppl around me doesnt allow that, i will try. i wont let the things that happened pull me down, nothing can take me down. i can always pick up the pieces and make better things out of it. thats all i have to say, ai-chan, plz be honest next time. about ameer, give him a chance, he is a good person, i noe him, the person u like to be with is nothing compared to ameer, only an idiot would let ameer go, i trust ur no idiot.

tetiba post nih jadi dlm bahasa inggeris plak, sorry, i got carried away. kuar lg. grr. tu jak post kali nih, askum.