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im back typing on this sh*t notebook. it has been a very very long while since i updated my blog, i was carried by the wind, so to speak. i forgot my email address for this account, sorry, wont happen again, i swear. it has been two months since i blogged, so i need time to recap how to. study showed that if we dont practice whatever we learned by 48 hours, we will forget about it. hence the saying 'practice makes perfect'.

life has been hectic for the pass two months, not to mention exhausting, sometimes i wish that i can sleep for a week without waking up. being an SPM candidate for this year means i have less time for myself, i have tuition twice a week, of which i have to commute to Rawang to attend. two hours of commuting on Malaysian public transport system isnt exactly relaxing u know. but hey, is not that im complaining or anything, but sometimes i just wish that i have a license to kill, i mean drive. 

my grades have been slipping, not by much, but enough to get me worried. i think i can work on that, like i said 'practice makes perfect' i just need to do more exercise, especially on chemistry and add. maths. those two are tough, for me that is, im more of a reader than a mathematician. so i guess it is natural for me to struggle on these subjects, i struggled on maths ever since i can remember, it is frustrating considering i have always compared myself to others. maybe i need to make an appointment with UBK on this.

im worried about SPM, thats all, i have to an insensitive stone cold piece of turd not to be worried about it, this thing will decide my future, i know is cliche,  but this is the truth. study study lah. later peeps.

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